Wedding Anem & Meba

i spent all the day long sitting in front of pc hari ni..cuti wesak,but dont have any intentions to go anywhere..bangun pagi2 pada hari cuti,doing housechores (laundry,buang sampah,kemas meja..nak harapkan budak2 rumah ni,sampai jadi tongkang pecah baru derang nak kemas!).

on saturday i went to website workshop with my brother organized by whizz..it supposed to finish at 4pm..but delay until 5.45pm.Thirah plak pukul 5 dah sampai depan rumah..sgt kelam kabut and cuak.Thirah n me plan to overnite at mizah's house.mizah pulak dah tggu kat astro,sebab kami tak tau jalan
ke rumah mizah kat seri kembangan.Makcik mizah sgt mengamuk bila kitarg lambat..seb baik la thirah ni cool...sorry sangat2 ye thirah and mizah.Saye drive kereta thirah dgn sgt la laju sebab captain kami itu bila dah marah...err..huhu..thirah,dun be surprise bila saye check driving license saye dah mati on 16th may..sorry tak perasan..hahaha..
malam berinai besaranem and meba bersanding

mission kami(saye,thirah n shera) tdo kat umah mizah untuk pegi wedding anem. congrates anem n meba.pengantin yang sgt cool n sempoi..mereka pandai bergaya depan camera..suke tgk derang.anem sgt cantik n berseri.semoga kamu berdua berbahagia forever.ramai SSP'ans datang..besides attend the wedding,dpt jugak jmpa kawan2 yg da lama saye tak jumpa..rindu.saye hampir tak cam Anot!tapi tak sempat bergossip,sori ye cik rahmah n iwa..haha.nxt time ;p tatong tanye saye tak rindu ke nak menari..ya ampun,sgt rindu! mcm kamu jugak la,saye tak tau mana nak menari kat sini..huhu.now saye tgh tgk So u think you can dance kat 8tv.lagi la perasaan nak menari tu membuak2..haha.tapi saye mmg tak layak mimpi nak join pun sebab saye cuma pandai traditional dances.modern dance tak pandai...takes longer time to learn!

jumpa kawan2..ye im very happy..each of them dgn life masing2.but deep down inside.. saye sedikit sedih.dalam kereta i told thirah that im 2 steps left behind from them.infact 3 steps kot..huhu.im done with ACCP this coming july.some of my classmates pun dah dapat job once finished this course.saye ni,resume pun tak
update lagi..bila dah keje pun saye masih ade beberapa gap lagi to be at the same level as the rest of ssp'ans batch saye.or maybe mereka akan jauh tggalkan saye..and thats the feeling i'll feel every time jumpa mereka.when i think of my self,back then kenape kat utm saye tak pernah score,why now in this short course i just realized
that i could..saye mendapat jawapannye dari khairi..because u didnt open my heart to learn about your course and u didnt fully utilized your brain..bukan sebab awk tak pandai..~thanx dear

bersabarlah hana..jangan putus asa..masih ramai lagi di luar sana yang tidak beruntung seperti saye..sekurang2nye saye masih ade ibu bapa yang memahami dan juga kawan2 yang supportive.saya juga ade teddy bear yang baik hati

~entry ini ditulis on Monday,May 19th~