Syu's Dinner

Syu the mak buyong is my dear office-mate. Pregnant ladies nowdays, trying too hard to be as slim and sleek as they could!haha..jgn marah syu :p
me damn stress!!

That's What You Get by Paramore

this is awesome.. sape nk mp3 dia, i got one.. heh ;)



No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

My Night Trip

who said traveling in the middle of the night is more relaxing?it is not, especially when you are driving.Owh, i used to think that way ~x panas, not so many cars, bole tido,then tup tup buka mata dah sampai destinasi..
Guess not anymore..Here the story begin..;)

since I moved to kajang, my big bro always gimme a ride to go back home at Pontian.but of course with the price i have to pay by being a dedicate driver n co driver.and it has been always a midnight trip. A dedicated co driver means i have to stay awake while he is driving and catch him when he started to drive out of the road alignment.yup, he hardly asked me to take my turn unless i opened my mouth to offer. Meanwhile, a dedicated driver means i have to keep the speed at 120 km/h (or lower ) and wide awake driving alone after him while he is sleeping!! and before he fall asleep the reminder will be "ana jgn bawak laju2 sgt..zZZ"
what the..??he drove at 160 all tadi!! sigh...
but never mind, i love it when he’s sleeping.heh..
~~~
i went back home with him last weekend. It was almost 4am when i took my turn at muar.night trip no longer fun for me.dulu muda2 selalu la nk bawak laju2, cucuk2 kereta org depan..haha.silly! im not saying im getting old.Should i say gettimg mature?haha..bukan sebab saye bekerja di Miros ya..:p
The road was kinda slippery, the heavy trucks, the fogg..plus the the xenon high beam head lamps..(i hate those cars very much!buat sakit mata jer)..hell yeah, i must be extra careful while driving with those fatalities. The night was cold. The moon beam was bright, i could see the trees on the field dancing free from distance. Quite a beautiful night I must say..lalala,my mind went to the time when I was small. I was such a penakut lil girl..will hide my face under a pillow at the back seat of the car when we’re leaving grandma house at night..

Arghh,again the xenon lamps from behind harrier hit my eyes.huh..i lost track in which realm I was just now..haha. 5 minutes later,I saw a big trailer in front of me trying to take the right lane. Gimme me a speaker, Hello..cant u see im speeding at this right lane!!Ok,no choice..let it go first.
Owh there was an accident at the left.O my god, the trailer was so slow that made me saw 2 people bleeding lay on the road. I just saw only a kancil crashed badly.where’s the other vehicle? couldn't find any.i guessed the accident just happened as there were no police or paramedics.only some volunteers guide the other drivers with torchlight.

Tak pernah nmpak mayat org accident depan mata..:( Ok hana,jgn berangan lagi ..
~ badan ku tegak memandu sampai rumah selepas melihat kejadian itu.Damn, I was drop dead tired!!masih terbayang kejadian itu..

so, with the 10% discount of the PLUS toll charge, i guess my bro would be one of the grateful malaysians. all nocturnal indeed. lets hope the reduction of 10% toll charge will not make increment in road accidents statistic.

Malam itu di cyberjaya..

pzah said : hana have vision but not being firmed to realize it..
iza said : what best for you?what your heart tells you?your feeling first..

i missed to have heart to heart conversation with my dear girl friends. ey, cant wait to revise the to-do list.its not a wish list tau pzah ;)

thanks buddies. hugss~~\(^_^)/

Mizah's Wedding

Some of Mizah's wedding Pix during Faiz's reception...
Note her 'Rozita Che Wans' eyelash..heheh..very stunning with the Red Songket.You are the real Ruby's captain Mizah :)

sampai syurga by Faizal Tahir

Saya suka dengan lirik lagu ni,lagi2 Faizal Tahir yang nyanyi.Watch the video clip,he's really awesome!mesti susah buat shooting kat dalam air.I dont know who's idea to create this video,but i know he must be super creative artistic man..i think this one of the best local singer's music video ever made..enjoy!

Decision

Today,the topic will be "DECISION".
how can we know that we make the right decision?DECISION is something that i hate..especially when i have to decide it on myself.I doubt my brain works very fine on WISE decision when all this time i always make not wrong,but not-so-wise decisions.Its more pain in the ass when the decision have to be given in no time or has its due time..

When i came to KL 6 months ago,I have to decide whether to join the ACCP program or keep looking for a job.I decide to take the ACCP course (which i think one of my wise decision) as its hard to find a job that time.Alhamdulillah, finally i'm free from ACCP.But yes..decision keep bugging me..this time,which company would i go to continue my journey of life..

When i have make a decision to join a company not so far from KL,with no sign of public transports that i can rely on..(omg,i'll stuck forever in this kinda ghetto town),some others company in KL offers job to me with interesting remunerations..not so popular company,but well established for years..owhh!!so irresistible..but to work with them of course i will be shaped into some kind of work plus female chauvinist people..

so..i have to do some IF ELSE looping.some how when i form the WHILE, the looping seems can't even reach the dead end..huhu.Its not easy to get the chances,people say grab the chances coz the chances not always come to us easily.

Ok,finally,its decided..choose one.Let the other go.. (ye la,takkan nak tamak keje kat semua tmpat tu..haha..) Hopefully the way that i choose will give me bright future.Life is not all about money.That's truth..have to think about my responsibility,especially to God as His servant,family as a daughter,as a sister,as an auntie and as a wife and mother(in the future la..keskes..).keje bagai nak 'rak' pun tak guna jugak if tanggungjawab yg lain terabai..

Ya Allah,give me Your bless and the strength to face the days ahead. I hope this is the right path for me.Wanna know whether this is another my wise Decision or not?You have to wait at least a year to get the result..

Thats all for today,thank you for reading :)