Hari Guru dan Odorono

Bulan May ni memang happening betul..start from hari pekerja, hari Ibu, birthday hubby (awal bulan) dan birthday saya (ujung bulan). and today, Teachers' day pulak

Selamat hari Guru!!

Semasa sekolah rendah, saya pun tak ingat darjah berapa..tapi saya ingat satu perkara masa hari guru, saya pernah hadiahkan cikgu deodorant. Pada masa tu saya pn tak tahu nak bagi kat cikgu ape, bila fikir2, esok mesti ramai org bagi cikgu hadiah, saya pn nak bagi jugak la..so dgn duit belanja yg dikumpul hari2 (masa tu sehari mama bagi 30sen je, tapi tak guna pn sebab bawak bekal makan dan air ke sekolah) saya pn pergi la ke kedai runcit apek depan rumah, tepi jalan besar naik basikal. Dah nama pun kedai runcit, bukan pasar raya ataupun mega mall, bukan ada apa barang sgt pun. Yg byk, jajan2, sayur2 dan barang rumah mcm gula, tepung, susu... pergi kat area toiletries, saya ternmpak la deodorant, botol color pink. Tak tau pun gunanya mcmana..tapi nmpak canggih sikit dari bedak2 yg ada. jadi saya pun ckp ngn apek tu nk beli satu.Tak silap harga dlm rm2 kot masa tu.

Balik rumah, cari kotak, bungkus lawa2. Dalam hati berbunga2 konon2 tu hadiah best. Esoknya bagi kat cikgu Hamidah. Tersengih2 saya..haha..

Bila difikir2 kan balik, saya harap cikgu Hamidah tak tersinggung dgn hadiah saya bagi. Saya tak bermaksud ape2 pun...saya anggap dia mcm minyak wangi kot masa tu. ye la, masa tu budak2 hingusan...

Sekarang kalau terserempak dgn cikgu, esp time balik Pontian masa solat terawikh kat mesjid, saya teringat deodorant tu..tp takkan tetibe saya nk ckp "maaf cikgu, saya tak berniat ape2.." hehehe..

Semoga semua cikgu yang pernah mengajar saya dari kecil sehingga sekarang, diberkati Allah selalu. Amin. Menjadi seorang pendidik bukan kerja yang mudah. Salute!

Agenda..

Di suatu majlis ilmu, Ustazah Fatimah Syarha berkata sesebuah keluarga perlu mempunyai agenda. Agenda yang dimaksudkan ialah seperti merancang percutian ataupun apa-apa aktiviti yang boleh menggembirakan keluarga. Jadi tak lah boring je hubungan tu..agenda tersebut secara tak langsung pun boleh mengeratkan hubungan.

Apabila berada di sesuatu majlis ilmu, saya selalu berasa alangkah bestnya if husband ada bersama, mendengar perkara yg sama. Kadang-kadang saya mungkin terlupa nk sampaikan apa yang saya dengar tadi apabila sampai dirumah.

Itu point penting tu. Dek kerana takut terlupa, saya pun text suami, saya faham ketika itu mgkin dia tgh busy dan tak expect pun dia akan reply on the spot. Dia outstation di Penang ketika ini dan akan pulang ke Kajang petang ini. Tak mengapa, boleh terangkan apabila balik ke rumah nanti. Yang penting kena text point tu supaya tak lupa.

"Syg, ustazah fatimah cakap dalam keluarga kena ada agenda.."

2 jam kemudian hubby reply sms saya. Dia tak bertanya pun ape maksud agenda ataupun agenda apa, sebaliknya dia jawab

" Ok syg. I dh sampai hotel. lepas ni i nk mandi. lepas mandi i pergi solat, pastu i gerak balik kajang :).."

Saya tersenyum lebar membaca agenda suami saya. Betullah..itu pun agenda juga...

~comel sungguh jawapan suami saya :D I miss u so much lah!

Sunset At Pengkalan Balak

Dah lama tak dating dengan hubby kat beach..hehe.Berbekalkan cadbury chochettes, kami pun berdating untuk tengok sunset selepas attend majlis nikah office mate-Maslina.By the way, tahniah Mas ;)

Venue: Pantai Pengkalan Balak, Melaka
Date : 5 May 2012, Saturday
Time : 6.48 pm

Subhanallah..cantik ciptaan Allah :)

Pic of sunset taken by me.Hubby amek gmbar yg ada my face aje..hihi..

I miss you by Tatty teddy

this adorable teddy, i wish i have one ^__^

How i missed him so much..

Its been a month since my wedding day.
No updates about it since i haven't got any pictures from the photographer.
Will update as soon as i get the album :)
Long distance marriage is quite challeging for me
God knows how i've been missing him..
..sigh...

pre-honeymoon :)

gazing at the star

New Year

Happy 5 days after new year everybody.hehe..been miserable lately with the so called 'tugas hakiki' plus 'non-hakiki tugas' (you're so government hana weh!!) :p

i've just received the front cover artwork for my wedding card.yippee :) but need some changes with the font.bilanya nak siap?u guys just wait because me myself do not know.the kakak kedai kad keep on promising next week,next week..satu correction pun take about a week nk betulkan.next week kejadah? rasa mcm nk pegi opis dia and betolkan sendiri je.ape,ingat aku tak reti buat ke???huhu..

Another thing is the door gifts that i ordered since august,sampai sekarang tak siap2 lagi.apekah??nak kate tak buat follow up,dah 2-3 kali gak buat.and the excuses they gave me were, "maaflah, I cuti kawen bulan lepas, staff kat opis pn cuti.ur wedding bulan 2 kan,so we proceed dgn org yg langsung bulan 12 ni.."

wey..bukan masalah aku ko nk kawen ke,nak beranak ke..and its not because aku kawen bulan 1 ke,bulan 2 ke..dh lama gile aku order

the point is..perlu ke nk tunggu aku marah2 baru nak buat seme bende yg memang sepatutnya korang buat tu?aku sendiri pun,perlu ke marah2 bengang ni..derang gak yang siapkan barang2 aku tu..tapi aku bayar..bukan pakai air liur je..so?camne ni??confuse..

i really need a soul treatment before i get married.huhuhuh..

starry night

its a hot sunny day here in Pontian.its like standing next to the burning fire.I didn't have much choice except just stay in the house.

i stayed up late last night. sitting under the mango tree outside the house.it was malam raya :) quiet.calm.the tranquility made inner peace.
looking at the night sky.The stars were blinking like thousand diamonds.God, it was so beautiful.

I remember the last time i did star gazing with Zuray back in school.I told her i love to watch starry night and so did she.So after the lights out bell, we sneaked out.Went to the field, up the hill just to watch the night sky. Lay on the grass konon2 macam kat tv without knowing the differences between the grass dlm tv and kat sekolah tu. End up badan gatal2 balik dorm. It was fun tho..
Dont ask me when and how i did that.That part was missing.

I heard somewhere, star gazing is one of the soul therapy. it works on me.To think how small i am in this vast universe, creating consciousness in me...
And last night i spot the Orion. I hope to do it again but with somebody next to me.Come, spot the Orion again because that is the only constellation that i know :) who knows bole spot ET pulak ;)

Suddenly i heard my mom call.oh Coach!i forgot to look at the ketupat.nasib baik tak rentung..huhu..

i wonder if i could witness the Almighty's creation from here one day..

Good night everybody ^__^

Kami

* Colmar Tropica, Berjaya Hills * November 14th, 2009 * Pzah, Iza, Aiko Sensei, Me *

I cant sleep well last night. Wondering what my life would be next.
I put some of my recently sweet moments with my Dior friends ;)
Just to cheer up my self.I was happy at this moment :)
i miss u girls..hope to see u next month ^__^

In blues..

what a bad day today..i've got a mixed feeling.Keri is busy again when i need him..sighhh..

By the way,I'm going back to my home town tomorrow by bus.omg..it's been a long time..i'll be one of the sardine in Komuter tomorrow..what a hassle just to get to Puduraya...

anyway, just wanna jot down several things as a reminder for me..

1- Book the bridal

2- Go for HIV test.. talesemia nak kene jugak ke?

3- Survey for hantaran decoration

5- Book homestay / hotel

6- Make wedding tentative

7- Book Kompang team

8- Apply all the borang for nikah

i almost complete the hantaran stuffs for me and for him.yatta!

plan nak design sendiri invitation card..but seems more costly..need to think again..

Good ol' time

i went back to my hometown last saturday and just got back to kajang on wednesday.what a long rest..hehehe.didnt plan to go anywhere as i miss my home very much..so i decided to rearrange the girl stuffs' in my room.that was when i accidentally found all these things.i've been keeping this for several years and yet still have it until now..and every single thing means a lot to me.just snap a few pictures,ada byk lagi in the boxes including the notes + plush toys + cards + good luck charm masa kat ssp..bak kata my mom " boleh la bukak museum kamu sendiri nanti.." huhu..~perempuan :P

hehe..if im not mistaken the second time fly ..kots?sape amek gmba nih?zuray?effa?cant recall..those time compact film camera je..so x nmpak la ape yg ade kat belakang.nmpak ke pun..mmg gelap kat belakang umah pakcik..(aiseh i forgot the warden name)..err..

i quote effa - hana,aku kenal bag ni! (after near 12 years i still have the bag with me,masih elok..just the 'Puma' sign dh hilang sikit )

this mug, my mom bought me when i entered SSp.form 1..masih digunakan di rumah ku..

baiti gave this to me masa SPM.

music box and bear naik kereta tu from baiti,brooch case from mai,frame from effa and the paper weight made from batu sungai tu from kak Hana.handmade..masa form 3 dia bagi..sweetnyer dia ;)

birthday thingy ni pzah gave masa first year kat University, keychain Suzie bagi masa dia belajar kat MRSM Jasin and the Too Phat CD album cover effa bagi masa form 5 sebab dia salah print size CD case.masih wujud lagi saye simpan...note the title 'Just a fan by Stania' ...hohoho

another things kak Hana bagi masa PMR and farewell gift before dia klua SSP :)

hehe..ni barang2 semasa join Gema Warisan Budaya UTM.rindu sgt2 nak menari..uwaa...fake eyelash tu sampai dh tertanggal..nk buang ke?

Me,lately..

Im homesick + unhappy

Madagascar Penguins in Christmas Caper

Christmas is coming,the Madagascar 2 is now showing in cinema.But still this x'mas caper is my all time favorite short movie. Skipper,kowalski,rico and private-Cool penguins on earth ever!









i love this penguin's credo ~never swim alone~ hehe

That's What You Get by Paramore

this is awesome.. sape nk mp3 dia, i got one.. heh ;)



No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense away, with the sound of its beating. (beating)
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Malam itu di cyberjaya..

pzah said : hana have vision but not being firmed to realize it..
iza said : what best for you?what your heart tells you?your feeling first..

i missed to have heart to heart conversation with my dear girl friends. ey, cant wait to revise the to-do list.its not a wish list tau pzah ;)

thanks buddies. hugss~~\(^_^)/

perasaan saya

apekah perasaan saye hari ini..ermm..hihi..first thing first im really grateful kerana Allah masih memberi nyawa kepada saya and secara tak langsungnye saya masuh boleh memohon ampun daripada-Nya dan juga mendoakan kesejahteraan kepada family saya :) secondly,rasa terharu sebab masih ade sahabat yang masih mengingati and wish sempena Hari tua saya..huhu.Every year, bday card yang saye terima semakin berkurangan.it's ok..sebab saya faham sekarang kite semua di level yang masing2 busy dgn hal sendiri plus there's sms,ym and friendster to be the medium to give wishes.Whatever it is, the thought of me is the most important kan?saya pun tak expect masih ramai yang sudi wish..hehe.terharunye saye.. yang wish 'secara live' :khairi,teddy,awin,chap, baiti, fini, sutha, hare, budak2 class ACCP, kak ira,mama,abah wish tru ym & friendster :zughai, anais, atuq, adik bongsu saya, aliza, noor, eis,budak nakal 2 org(my nieces) Thanx A Lotss korang semua....sayang korang..kehkeh... ucapan saya untuk diri sendiri:walaupun umur meningkat,tapi masih kelihatan muda..ahaha..

Hana starts to write again....

i just realized that..yesterday was 27th.what with that date?..used to be my 'always lucky day of the month' but no longer now (i guess..)

i've been so happy all these days to spend luxurios time bersenang-senang at home,watching movies, tv (glad to watch Arsenal performances this season) eating as much as i want (saya dah tak pakai braces!), sleep untill mama yell at me to wake up,surfing,download fav anime series (saye dah ade complete NANA series :)

but i never did things that i loveeee so much ~~drawing,painting,sketching,make those cute cards or make comic about my daily life,i dont even ..err..blogging,do some dancing.....huhu

the fact is those things will make me sad!i wish my drawing will be better,to make an oil painting by the sea..i wish i can design a card to have my own label..to design some gigantic building..but then,to think that im a bachelor of Computer Science..hmm..i will just pull my quilt close to my head.keep on dreaming Hana!seek for the job that suit your qualification.pull stop!

it was last week on tuesday,when i had an interview with a japanese company..i feel like sumthing hit me on my head.tak expect pn ade test mcm final exam..i only depends on my math paper.itu je yg saya confident..the programming paper..emm so so..the network paper ..hell yeah,i hate network!sgt tak prepare..and the interview session was about 1 hour per interviewee.then,'hana ur programming score is very good!' seorg penanda kertas exam berkata.tak sgka pulak bole score kat paper programming.haha..hana u r not that bad anyway :)

ape nak cakap untuk sejam dpn 4 directors?then one of them suruh ckp japanese.hello..it was long long time ago since i left SSP,so the best i could say just to introduce my self in japanese lah!its only took 58 minutes for me,while the guy before me took 1 hr 5 mins to finish his session.suddenly the head of HR dept ask me

Mr X:kenapa cpt sgt?dah sejam ke?
me: about 58 mins
Mr X: this is no good.at least the best will be about 1 1/2 hrs to 2 hrs (sambil geleng2 kepala)
me: its ok then, i did my best anyway (dlm hati,amende nk ckp smpai 2 jm?present project bole la!)
Mr X:ok,thats good.dont say i'll try my best,but u have to do ur best (tp smbil pndang hina kat aku)
me: thanx (dgn perasaan annoying)
Mr X: ok hana,i'll see u again if u r selected (senyum kambing kat aku)
me: sym gak (tp tak ikhlas)

saya keluar from that building n heading to my car.a lil bit down.'say good bye Hana,they might not call u again even for the second interview'.Im no good,useless.cume 58 minit.tak cukup sejam..n sgt menyampah with that old gentleman.tau la pangkat kamu tu besar kat situ..huh.malas nk fikir.assume je la tak dapat hana..:(

heading to home..feeling down..hey Hana,its not the end of the road,learn from your mistake..(smile)~~lalala smpai umah saye nk zZZ